Dont ever rely on others for anything…
People disappoint and throw things in your face…
Learn to be self sufficient and independant…
It is only the Almighty who has mercy and grace…
There is so much of anger building inside her…
So much of hurt anger and frustration…
She is exhausted so tired of everything…
Tired of misunderstanding and miscommunication…
She wishes to disappear and to not ever be seen…
She wishes not to be heard or spoken to again…
Her heart hurts so much all the time…
And she cant seem to remember when it all began…
Its been this way for years and years..
And she knows it may never come to an end…
Theres no hope left for her for love for friendship…
Its so sickening how hatred is all they send …
But the day she will leave this world forever..
They will all begin to talk in her honour…
‘Oh what a wonderful soul i knew her so well…’
But infact all she was was a loner…
Noone knew how much of pain she was in…
Because her smile was always there for show…
‘She was always smiling so happy so kind’…
This is what they thought of her but What did they know…
silent livings anthology 